June 2012
I'm 19.. and I share a similar story. I met this guy who already had a girl... but over 9 months we would spend hours a day just mucking around doing random shit :) His girlfriend treated him horribly and when that happened he would always come and find me to hang out... Eventually I fell in love with him. Despite him having a gf, I told him this.. Hoping.. But he was happy, and I felt used. I now know it wouldnt have worked, but I still love him even today. Its hard, but you can move on :) xx
can you please come off anon! everything you just said describes everything i went through and i really need someone to talk to who understands :(